It's been just over 4 months now since Kim was killed. I've been doing pretty good with coping with the loss, getting stuff in order. Moving on. Dealing with peripheral stuff.
All of a sudden, I've hit a wall. The last week at work has been pure hell. I feel totally stressed and exhausted. I need to step back, take a break. Look after me. I've been looking after everything and everybody else. I think my body (and my head) are finally saying, STOP!!!
But why now, all of a sudden???
I need to make some changes, starting now. Fuck!! I hate this.
